Pants-Down Passion

I use excitement and passion as a fairly reliable indicator as to whether or not something is going to bring me benevolent and exciting experiences.

But just slow down there a little bit, sparky. There’s one thing in downing a few shots of tequila then getting excited because someone’s holding an after party and there’s a totally different thing in listening to your intuition, when you’re sober, to discern your excitement.

There’s pants off in the park passion or there’s passion because it aligns you with your soul’s purpose, brings you into higher vibrations and seals the deal on you experiencing something amazing with the most benevolent outcome possible.

That is one of the things you need to learn to discern and depending on your life’s experiences so far, for some it may be easier than for others.

I believe that most of us really do know when we are taking an opportunity that will have benevolent outcomes and when we are just following an urge or impulse. I mean really, when someone offers you a line of chop at a party do you ever, genuinely think that it is a good idea or do it because you want to keep partying, knowing damn well that you are going to feel mortified the next day, remembering yourself falling out of the taxi arse upwards the next morning? Probably not.

Drink and drugs are one of the biggest suppressants of intuition and lowerers of vibration. It is not uncommon for highly sensitive and intuitive people to succumb to one or both. Often this plays a big part in the dark night of the soul before the dawn of awakening but it is not necessary to go through such a harsh and humiliating process, especially when there is someone else who has done it for you and can give you some advice on how to skip that part.

Spiritual awakening can happen very consciously and be beautiful for most of the way through. I say most because there is always some shadow work to do and depending on what you have experienced in the past, there can be lots of it or just a little. It may also vary depending on how sensitive you are to the energy of others. Empaths (those who are highly sensitive to other’s energy) will often have a hard time of it as they need to learn where they are experiencing their own pain and where it is someone else’s.

Many of the interactions that we have with others will affect our bodies energy. Sex is a big player in this. It should be an exchange of energy. An opportunity to align the masculine and feminine aspects of each person’s energy. But it rarely is.

Sex is a key. A way in which we can unlock the energy from the lower centres and allow it to rise through the spine and out through the crown chakra at the top of the head, connecting us to the energy of the Universe. It is a way in which we can ground our hopes, dreams, visions and aspirations into our human experience. But so many of us keep doing it wrong. Or allowing half baked experiences that leave us empty afterwards.

How have we collectively so completely forgotten the power of this activation and the importance of either doing it right, or not at all?

I’m not really talking about technique here either. I’m talking about who we allow it to happen with and whether or not they feel like an energetic match for us. This doesn’t mean there needs to be a relationship with the other person. Sometimes we need the experience to be a purely physical thing without being required to commit, but emotional needs do need to be considered and met. The circumstances under which sex takes place need to be clear and agreed from both (or more) parties as confusion will often lead to a feeling of emptiness in the one who is unclear or unhappy with said circumstances.

In the past there have been many sacred sexual practices. They are still about but less common and mostly taboo and so their power goes unmentioned.

Could this be to do with the great suppression of sexual energy, particularly of the sacred feminine, or shakti energy? Most of us are aware of the persecution of magical women folk throughout history, mostly at the hands of men. But maybe men did themselves a disservice here. Using sex as a way of control or power takes away its potential to create awakening in both parties.

A couple of years after I had truly awakened spiritually I began receiving contact from Anubis. Commonly recognizable as the Egyptian god of the afterlife with the head of a jackal and the body of a man, I was a little confused by his contact and wondered as to its purpose.

After a brief period of getting used to his presence he let me know that he is in fact a ET from Sirius and like many that we have been led to believe are deities, was one of those who came here eons ago to pass certain knowledge and technologies onto humankind. He aided humans in awakening their kundalini energy so that they would be able to remember their connection to Source energy as he had witnessed that many were dis-empowered as they had forgotten this.

After he left the planet he continued to work on helping this activation process and the way in which he would do this was through telepathic sexual energy activation. To the human it would feel like a full sexual experience and awakening but it was not necessary to have two people for the experience. Anubis would do the job and he did it damn well, through energy alone. I know a few people who could use a lesson or two from him…

He facilitated the rise of kundalini energy in a way that brought about a huge transformation to those who experienced this process. He still makes contact with humans who are open to and ready to receive this transformation at energetic and soul level.

And that is when he came to me.

When he first started appearing I could feel very strong sexual energy. It was sort of shocking at first and I wasn’t sure if it was a good thing or a bad thing but further events occurred which helped to clarify this for me. I had been unaware that my lower energy centers (solar plexus, sacral and root) had become very shut down, almost to the point of non-functioning after my dark night of the soul, from which I had now recovered. The dark night involved bankruptcy after long financial struggles and there ain’t nothing like money worries to screw up your energy. Incidentally, many people who work in jobs with high stress levels, particularly in the financial sector have problems with their lower centers which often manifest themselves as physical ailments such as I.B.S.

And so I began to re-activate my lower centers, realizing just how closed down they had been. I had also had to have both of my babies by C-section and the physical trauma of such surgery also contributes to damage to the energy centers.

As I tuned into their energy more frequently it surprised me just how off they had been. I was able to feel that my root chakra had actually moved several inches to the right and I was able to re-center it. When I did so it was an incredibly distinct and physical feeling as it moved back into place.

I hadn’t known it at the time but Anubis actually also heralded the arrival of someone else who would come to educate me on some techniques which helped to bring a lot of energy back to these chakras and start to draw that energy up through my body and into the cosmos. This is known as awakening the kundalini energy. This is the energy that flows through the body and connects us to our higher self and the cosmos when activated. When we activate it we begin to align the energy of the lower centers with that of the higher ones and we bring that energy right through and connect it with Source, or the Universe, or God, or whatever your persuasion is. As well as often activating telepathic abilities and profound feelings of enlightenment, joy and oneness in many, it also serves the purpose of helping us to anchor our dreams and visions into reality.

When I channeled the Pleiadians they told me that each energy center throughout the human biosphere (or aura) is like a switch. Through the experiences that we have as humans many of them get turned off and many humans are unaware this has even happened, much less done anything about it. We may have some of the centers functioning correctly but rarely all of them and they often need maintenance. When we activate the kundalini we basically turn every switch on. If you imagine a circuit board, if one or two of the switches are off then the power cannot get around the whole board but when you open all of the switches then it can flow freely and this is roughly how it works with kundalini. Kundalini is the energy and the chakras are what allow or inhibit it to travel.

So you may be thinking why do we have energy centers if they can inhibit the flow of energy?

Well, that is all to do with the purpose of incarnating as a human. Being human is largely about being in a body. Having a very physical experience. The endocrine system creates hormonal responses which we largely feel as emotion. The energy is affected by every emotion and as the emotion is experienced it causes the energy to send a message, or frequency, to the Universe which in turn responds with a matching frequency which often manifests as a reaction. However the purpose of this like-attracts-like response (which can be super irritating if it means you get more of what you don’t want) isn’t the only outcome.

We came here to have human experiences because being human brings us some of the biggest opportunities for growth and expansion as every time we have moments of joy, gratitude, bliss etc we create really high vibrational energy output and that allows the Universe to grow and expand, allowing for more energy to be created.

If we had an easy ride all the time then the moments where we feel triumphant would be considerably less significant and that would be reflected in growth potential, both for us and also for the Universe itself, of which our energy is also a part of. So by coming to have a human incarnation we sort of sacrifice ourselves to the possibility of challenge and struggle to actually grow ourselves, energetically and consciously speaking.

This is why at soul level many children, who when they initially incarnate have much understanding of their spiritual nature, forget this as they grow. Often before they reach double figures. It seems a little sad but they forget to a certain degree so that they are able to have those same, expansive opportunities. How can we know what light is if we have never experienced darkness?

However there are many children that have incarnated, particularly over the last couple of decades who are much more conscious and aware of their spiritual existence and are choosing to engage and remember this and bring it to the awareness of other humans. In some children they are obviously highly telepathic and spiritual, whereas others may exhibit strong desires for authenticity and will not tow any line that they don’t resonate with.

The frequency of the consciousness of humanity and the planet itself has risen so much that we are creating new and stronger energy all the time.

Thousands of years ago we created energy just in the joy of survival. Living to see off a predator and find a meal to eat. Even in such dense existence energy was being created. Following that, for many hundreds of years the consciousness was still very much connected to survival. Just as one obstacle was overcome we created another. This can be observed by the development of weaponry. It seems curious that a species whose consciousness was expanding also chose to develop more and more effective and powerful ways to exterminate each other. But when it comes to the expansion of energy this was all necessary as it always provided us with something to overcome. That is why times of peace appear as such and why they make us feel good…we know what the comparison could be.

But as we moved past the time of predator survival we are now moving past the time of war survival. Consciousness has elevated in leaps and bounds since the turn of the last century and so has what we are able to create in our physical world and many of the children who will grow up to be the pioneers of this future are here now because a higher level of vibration was needed to be brought in and resonate to take us to the next step.

Each person has an energetic vibration which resonates at a certain frequency. The higher each person vibrates, the bigger their energetic resonance and high vibrations are created by positive thoughts and emotions. As they resonate they trigger similar rising in others and this creates a collective rise. The resonance of negative emotions is not nearly so big and therefore does not affect anywhere near so many. When we do not focus our attention on negativity then we experience less of it and the more we focus on positive words, thoughts, feelings and actions the more they become our permanent stasis and also help to create that in others. And that is how we collectively rise. As this process continues we will still experience some darkness, as that is necessary for the human experience to do its job and allow us to grow, but it will be more a slight shade of grey rather than the blackness that we have become used to.

But in order to lift your own vibration so that you can remain in a positive state without loads of effort and affirmations, you gotta awaken your kundalini and let go of your shit.